Sunday, July 16, 2006

DOCTORS APPT....

MY DOCTORS APPT. WENT WELL I GUESS...ITS ALWAYS THE SAME THING...I DRIVE AN HOUR IN RUSH HOUR TRAFFIC...TO GET TO DOCTORS HOSPITAL IN CORAL GABLES...TO FEEL GUILTY ABOUT WALKING IN BECAUSE EVERYONE ELSE IS IN WHEELCHAIRS...THEY LOOK AT YOU LIKE IF YOU DON'T HAVE THE SAME KINDA OF DISEASE AS THEY DO...ITS REALLY WIERD BUT I FEEL THE HATRED...IN A WIERD WAY I GUESS I DO UNDERSTAND BECAUSE AT THAT POINT THEY ARE ASKING THEMSELVES THE QUESTION OF "WHY ME?"...DR. ZWIBEL DID HIS EXAM AND FOUND MY STRENGTHS TO BE NORMAL...HE DOES WANT ME TO GO SEE A UROLOGIST, BECAUSE MY LEG TIGHTNESS MIGHT BE CAUSE BY A URINE SOMETHING...I DON'T THINK IT COULD BE THAT BUT I AM HOPING IT IS...THE WHOLE LEG THING SCARES ME...THE WHOLE NOT BEING ABLE TO WALK THING SCARES ME...ALOT OF THINGS SCARE ME!...

1 comment:

Martha Bravo said...

I have to agree with Russ. You have more things to be grateful. I told you once if you realized how lucky you are and I think you really are because you have a lot of people that loves you and that care for you. Everything is going to be OK ;) and I am here too to cheer you up and help in any way I can :).