I ASK MYSELF THAT DAILY...WHY ME?...MY HUSBAND GETS MAD AT ME, AND TRIES TO GIVE ME SUPPORT, BUT UNFORTUNATLEY IT EATS ME AWAY SLOWLY...IF YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT ITS MY MS...I TRY TO HIDE ALL MY ACHES AND PAIN UNFORTUNATELY I THINK I JUST ABOUT HAD IT! YOU SEE I'M NOT A TOUGH PERSON...AS I'M WRITING I'M GETTING EMOTIONAL...KINDA FUNNY WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT WHAT MS IS...IT'S NOT BEING ABLE TO HANDLE YOUR EMOTIONS! LATELY I'VE BEEN HAVING ISSUES AND HAVE NOT TOLD ANYONE...I FINALLY BROKE DOWN LAST NIGHT AND TOLD RUSS...I HATE TO DO THAT BECAUSE HE THEN WORRIES...AND I DO ENOUGH OF THAT FOR BOTH OF US...AND THEN AGAIN I ASK "WHY ME?" I GUESS ITS JUST LUCK! WOW, WHY NOT LET ME WIN THE LOTTO...THATS LUCK! FOR THE LONGEST TIME I'VE TOLD MYSELF IF THIS IS THE WORST THAT HAPPENS IN MY LIFE THEN I'M OK...BUT I DON'T THINK IT IS! SLOWLY ITS GETTING WORSE AND I TRY TO FIGHT IT BUT I'M LOSING! I JUST NEED TO GET THIS OFF MY CHEST! I'M SORRY!Friday, July 07, 2006
WHY ME?
I ASK MYSELF THAT DAILY...WHY ME?...MY HUSBAND GETS MAD AT ME, AND TRIES TO GIVE ME SUPPORT, BUT UNFORTUNATLEY IT EATS ME AWAY SLOWLY...IF YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT ITS MY MS...I TRY TO HIDE ALL MY ACHES AND PAIN UNFORTUNATELY I THINK I JUST ABOUT HAD IT! YOU SEE I'M NOT A TOUGH PERSON...AS I'M WRITING I'M GETTING EMOTIONAL...KINDA FUNNY WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT WHAT MS IS...IT'S NOT BEING ABLE TO HANDLE YOUR EMOTIONS! LATELY I'VE BEEN HAVING ISSUES AND HAVE NOT TOLD ANYONE...I FINALLY BROKE DOWN LAST NIGHT AND TOLD RUSS...I HATE TO DO THAT BECAUSE HE THEN WORRIES...AND I DO ENOUGH OF THAT FOR BOTH OF US...AND THEN AGAIN I ASK "WHY ME?" I GUESS ITS JUST LUCK! WOW, WHY NOT LET ME WIN THE LOTTO...THATS LUCK! FOR THE LONGEST TIME I'VE TOLD MYSELF IF THIS IS THE WORST THAT HAPPENS IN MY LIFE THEN I'M OK...BUT I DON'T THINK IT IS! SLOWLY ITS GETTING WORSE AND I TRY TO FIGHT IT BUT I'M LOSING! I JUST NEED TO GET THIS OFF MY CHEST! I'M SORRY!
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
3 comments:
As I attepted to put your name on my favorites list (since you put everyone except for yourself)...I ran across this blog....
Always remember that I am here for you, anytime...anyplace!!! You're the closest to a sister that I have...that's what you are to me a sister and I'm ALWAYS here for you.
Remember that you can count on us (Martha and Oscar), you are very lucky to have the family and the support they give you. Besos Oscar
I CAN IMAGINE IT MUST BE TOUGH FOR YOU BUT YOU ARE A STRONG PERSON, BUT AT SOME POINT EVERYONE NEEDS TO LET IT OUT AND THATS OK BECAUSE NO MATTER HOW STRONG YOU ARE YOU DON'T HAVE TO HOLD IN THINGS LIKE THAT. WELL JUST LETTING YOU KNOW YOU HAVE SOMEONE TO TALKTO.
Post a Comment